Praise be to Allaah.
of all, you have to repent from this great sin, because each person
will have to answer for his actions on the Day of Resurrection. Allaah
says (interpretation of the meaning):
the hearing, and the sight, and the heart of each of those ones will
be questioned (by Allaah)” [al-Israa’ 17:36]
the Prophet (peace and blessings
of Allaah be upon him) said:
eye commits zinaa (fornication, adultery), and its zinaa is looking.”
by al-Bukhaari, al-Isti’dhaan, 5774). So you have to repent sincerely
from this action, and that includes several things:
up this sin, out of fear of the punishment of Allaah.
regretting what you have done of this haraam thing.
resolving not to return to this sin ever again.
should know that there are many ways of purifying the soul from these
haraam things, such as:
firmly to repentance, saying a lot of du’aa’, frequently seeking Allaah’s
forgiveness and repenting, persisting in dhikr, doing lots of acts of
worship and good deeds, and praying a lot. Allaah says (interpretation
of the meaning):
As Salaah (the prayer) prevents from Al‑Fahshaa’ (i.e. great sins
of every kind, unlawful sexual intercourse) and Al Munkar (i.e. disbelief,
polytheism, and every kind of evil wicked deed)” [al-‘Ankaboot 29:45]
perform As Salaah (Iqaamat as Salaah), at the two ends of the day and
in some hours of the night [i.e. the five compulsory Salaah (prayers)].
Verily, the good deeds remove the evil deeds (i.e. small sins)” [Hood
have to look for a good environment to live in, and for righteous friends
who will help you to do good, so that you may keep away from these things.
All of these actions will purify and cleanse your soul, and help you
to please Allaah. Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning):
he succeeds who purifies his own self [his soul]…”[al-Shams 91:9]
should know that when a person is sincere in his repentance and prays
to Allaah, and asks Him to keep him safe from the evil of his own self
and from the Shaytaan, Allaah will protect him from the waswaas
(insinuating whispers) and plots of the Shaytaan. Allaah says (interpretation
of the meaning):
whosoever fears Allaah and keeps his duty to Him, He will make a way
for him to get out (from every difficulty) [al-Talaaq 65:2]
May Allaah help us and you to repent and to adhere steadfastly to Islam.